i should really start writing stuff again. too bad there's nothing interesting to talk about.

swine flu? i sure hope not.

(freaking out yet? )

first off no I'm not getting 'F's. I'm just not getting that so called "college experience". I listen to all these people I know making new friends, taking part in activities, joining frats, and all these other seemingly fun stuff to do. Then they post their pictures of themselves having fun and I can't help but think to myself "lol damn. I'm hella lame.". College should be exciting and fun.....right? It should consist of friends, activities, and work but I don't feel like its working out for me. It's so.....boring! Here are my three categories:

Friends: It should be more like 'People I Know'. To be honest I don't really feel like I'm close to anyone except for a select few. This may sound jerk-ish but sometimes I see these guys as a means to an end (especially when it's midterms or finals).

Activities: Yeah my school has it. I never take part in it. Why? Never interested. I understand that the only way to meet new people is to take part in stuff but I'm just too lazy to do so. Someone invite me to something quick.

Work: All work and no play makes for a dull time. And guess what? I'm having a very dull time. Wake up, go to class, do some hw, go home, repeat, repeat, repeat.




so yeah, I fail at college and I hope none of you are like me.